Ok. Lets do this

For too long I have been promising myself I am going to lose weight, as I was thinking this its usually while I am chomping my way through , crisps, chocolates, chips etc etc etc. But its time I started, its not just about eating boring cereal for 2 weeks to drops a jeans size, I need to drop about 10 stone if not more. I have to say I have a great bunch of friends and when we talk about weight its like "why don't you get a gastric bypass or band?" I know they think they are helping and mean well but Gastric band to me is the easy way out, not that I'm saying that for everyone for some its a necessity but I just think for me I got to do this properly or 10 years down the line Ill be back here.

Basically I'm doing this because in the last few days I kinda realised even with a child of my own ha ha that I'm not a kid anymore that I'm growing up and I got to get my backside literally in shape, why? Because I want a life I don't want to hide in the house after coming up with excuse after excuse for not going out with my friends, saying I m too tired to go out, I'm using my child and my job as an excuse not to go out, not because I'm tired but because I'm fat and I look and feel hideous in anything dressed up. Don't get me wrong I'm not feeling sorry for myself here its just reality and now I want to do something about it and I'm going to.

Its not going to easy and I know that its going to be tough as hell and I feel like crap and Ill moan and moan about how crappy I feel ha ha but Ill write it here and share it with you and when I'm done Ill then post up pictures and let you know how much I've lost

Wish me luck!!!

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